I kept trying not to write or express my feelings till today, I tried to keep them held back inside my weak body but today.. I couldn't do it any more..
I feel so weak and sad that my body cells are crashing down and my soul is getting sick.. I don't know what to do anymore, I lost all the stability that I have been living all my life, I lost all of my strenght to fight this cruel reality.. And now, all I have is Faith that I wish it would help me to survive..
